Mid Life Crisis, ahaha

okay, I'm feeling hopeless these days, pessimistic, and pointless at every action I do, I get reminded now and then that I'm hitting 19 and I'm feeling dread old about it. one more year and I hit the two-zero. gahh.

And with them come responsibilities and a life that I never wanted, or never ran parallel to my dreams. Thats why I need to find a rich wife soon :X

It's getting sad that I go through the same routine with probably sadder results (school) and maybe having to live with formalities and a sucky world. Well Obama's president and I hope he does something.

Back to midlife crisis, right, I'm not exactly living happy. I find life kinda pointless, no, this isn't a silent plea for attention or a hint to sucide, but I really really dread growing old :(

And I know its like gripping about insignificant things, but I sorta resigned myself to being phad ahaha, though PFT is this May, I'm kinda leaning on belly my nowadays :(

heh, thankfully, I'm doing my best to live. And treat my last 4 weeks of school like a marathon, though sinfully, I've downed 280 episodes of One Piece in 5 weeks. Average 7 episodes a day? omg, sinful lol.

So yes, I try to live as satisfyingly as possible.

and I thank God for being with me.

but damn, i feel old.

"do i look erratic to you?"

Now really,

I'm really dry on topics to blog about. But that doesn't mean I'm on a hiatus or anything. I'm still thinking up entertaining stuff to post.


On the other hand, schools being school and Republic Poly's school semester is ending in 2 days time ==. while mine is in 4 weeks? Right, and CNY is coming, and so is a load of work. That's it.

Being a Gentleman

can be horribly traumatising Q_Q


You see ah, this morning, I was taking the school's shuttle service as usual. Then a girl set beside me la. Which of course isn't anything to be alarmed of. Then...

Minutes later, I drifted into sleep, since morning mah, real tired. Then I felt some pressure on my shoulder. I assume the girl was also sleeping la, so lean her shoulder against mine. So I just kept quiet and continued sleeping. Nothing big what right.

THEN

A while later! I felt some tapping on top of my shoulder. tap...tap....tap, then I realised what was happening. The girl was about to fall asleep on my shoulder O_O!!

OMG!! then right! she leaned on my shoulder, and finally the whole weight of her head was there! then I was like NOOOOOOOO, wah lao so suey. so I didn't "wake up", cauz will be pai seh for both of us. Then right, damn funny, the bus kept running over so many bumps. Then her head kept rattling on my shoulder. Then I damn tense la, keep hoping she wake up, but she never =_= so for majority of the ride, her head kept bumping on my shoulder.

I hope no one saw :( cauz I was pretending to sleep. So fake that it seemed spastic, if I imagine it myself.

Much later, I opened my eyes, cauz I buay tahan already. Not at school yet. wah lao. Then she still continue to sleep leh! wah liew... my shoulder got pins and needles la :O

THEN THEN, finally the bus reached SIM, I saw some people drop off, then I thought, "wah lao eh, why didn't I get the chio bu" :(

A few seconds later, she finally woke up. =_O ... ...and pretended nothing happened. Me neither, I pretended nothing happened and hoped for no drool.

Then finally we step down the bus, I felt my arm, then right I conclude, it's true. My arm damn shiok to sleep on. So nice smelling, good mix of muscle and comfy fats. Height just nice. chio la, my arm.

But damn sad now, lol. feel so violated. ahahaha.

For those who need a laugh

here it is ahaha! only one minute.



enjoy.

"Change"

If my life was a show, that is what this arc would be entitled- "Change"

[This picture is ENTIRELY an original work of mine. even the pictures. I miss the days I could use banners but i'm not using banners now, so you guys can kope if your want, experiment with filters in photoshop = damn chio, i tried a few le, but take the "raw" file and play yourself. click to enlarge!]


So many things have happened these last few days. My mom's birthday, Gladys starting her Gideonite training, me about to start my net leader's training. and so many more various things that will leave me exhausted recounting.

Maybe I'm just feeling tired and weary, but I'm glad that I'm done with last week's mad dash. well, its 4 more weeks left to the study break, sounds so good I can't wait for it to be over.

[Above is "finc" members ahahah, yes i know, act cool nia :X but it makes for good editing, just add text to act cool, kope this if you care for it!]

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Right, so anyways, I woke up this morning and went searching for food. I opened the "instant foods drawer" looking for instant noodles and the drawer door fell out :O !!

so it was like, spoilt and hanging there for weeks now, but this was the first time it dropped off completely. so i went grabbing a screwdriver and expertly fixed the whole thing ahaha, i feel so proud of myself. then i thought, messy hair, "just-woke-up face" = totally unglam "house-fixer" = good photo moment, so I went off to take 3 photos before going off to eat and feel fat as usual :(

I bet you want to see those pics. so :D

Singapore's "Joe-the-plumber"

Ong's Back

hee ==

Anyways, I took up dancing and I bet you want to see how its like having me sweat it out hmmm? so yes, have a good week ahead~

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enjoy.

I'd never expect...

this day to come, where i'll say: Now I understand why HSM rocks so much~
like seriously, after watching this video, I now understand why so many people love HSM!



Well, I love JibJab more :D
so there.

Oi~! it's beyond bizzare!!

I'm sad, and tired, thats why I bought myself a pint of Ben & Jerry's despite being broke. Mainly because of school. But imma gonna stuff myself happy! and not worry about getting fat- since I'll still be cute, fat or no.

Anyways, you guys might wanna check this out, Wierd Al with "White and Nerdy" ahaha, the video is funny, and it takes less than 5 minutes to watch :D


White & Nerdy - "Weird Al" Yankovic

That aside.
Whenever I visit some people's blogs, i see this wishlist thingy in the sidebar. and being me, I'm not so interested in doing any of it. But I'll indulge and try ta draw up a list.

Dan's WishList:

1.
Tour Japan's inns (I blame Japan Hour)

2.
Eat original and nice and tasty Ramen/Soba/Udon


3.
Find a rich wife

4.
Be a househusband

5.
Go to NY skin solutions

6.
Sleep 10 hours a day

7.
Occupation-wise, be a pastor/designer/diner-owner/artist


8.
Own land, maybe a ranch and a mountain

9.
Eat rice and curry whenever I want. And instant noodles, minus the cancer.

10.
Heal the world. World Peace!


Cheers.